When you see nothing in your life makes sense anymore. You’re lost. You can’t see the light that might be ahead. Or not. Suicide seem like a simple solution. A way out. But how? You need strength and will to do it. I don’t have any of that. So i’m stuck in this hell I call life. Future is unsure and I don’t really think I have a future. I thought I was getting better, but looks like that it was only calm before the storm. Maybe I should fail. Though I’m a coward, maybe I should be brave enough to fail.